How can you apologise to someone who never really existed

Only seventeen and a half weeks of life that legally doesn’t count

On the 21 April 2013 my life stopped

I was told by GOSH my baby had died.

In 2016 I gave birth to a beautiful girl with Holoprosencephaly

I was told at 6 months to terminate her but I kept going

I will never forget the joy my husband and I felt when we were told that were having twins.

I was 33 weeks pregnant picking my children up from school when I had the most awful contractions, which then turned into bleeding/clots.

I don't know where to start, other than to say this was my second pregnancy.

Jorgie was long awaited, my Fiance and I went through 2 years of IVF to conceive her. I have ‘unexplained infertility’ although I have had one fallopian tube out as well.

I went for a scan at 18 weeks and after 6 days I was told my baby was okay.

But I had jaundice and my liver was inflamed.

Harrison's Story



My whole pregnancy was what people call a textbook pregnancy.

I was told that every woman will experience at least one loss throughout her lifetime. I now thoroughly believe this to be true.

In December 2017 I found out I was pregnant.

Our first born, Annabelle Martha Townsend. Born at 41 weeks at 00.46 on Wednesday 31st December 2014 and absolutely perfect weighing at 9lb2oz.

I was 37 weeks pregnant with my last baby - a little girl

It all began in April 2013 when I found out my husband and I were expecting our first child.

Growing up, all I ever wanted was to be a mummy. I had my first born, a little boy called Alex, I loved being a mummy more than anything, it was exactly how I’d imagined.