I was working as a medic in the Royal Navy at the time and was under a lot of negative pressure from my superiors.

I never experienced grief so closely and because my oldest daughter was having a baby I was so excited, that I was going to be a grandma.

Losing Lucas was and still is heartbreaking and is something we are still dealing with.

My first baby with husband Antony, although I had a 5 year old little girl Sophie who was so excited to be a big sister!

It was late in 2018 when I found out I was pregnant with our second child, he was a surprise.

Elijah is my second child, I already have a little girl aged three.

Starting when I found out I became pregnant, I was over the moon I couldn't wait to tell My partner, my mum and my friends!

My story starts in 1975, all through my pregnancy I was having problems, my baby was due in June.

Our Maggie Jo was born still Wednesday 24th October 2018 2:56 am, weighing 1.7lb one day before 28 weeks.

Our son James was stillborn on Sept 8th 2018, a light had gone out in our life, thanks to the help of Sands and our loved ones we got support in what was the worst time of our lives.

I was 39 weeks when my waters broke.

I was sent home and told to come back when contractions were getting bad.

After years of fertility treatment and associated heartache falling pregnant with our first son, we had just started the process again when I discovered that I was pregnant.

Admittedly I'd left it to have children at 38, but when I fell pregnant with Eleanor I was so excited and happy.

Tom and I couldn’t have been more excited when we found out we were expecting Evelyn.

It was bang on 6 weeks I started being sick, I tried so hard to avoid it but I couldnt, it went on throughout my entire pregnancy.